The glory of the mistake

Making a mistake isn't always the best but it does teach us something. We learn not to do what we did wrong or to not take such a risk. It also makes us see what our mistake does to others and makes us realize what a mistake can do to others.

Journal topic:

Today is April 9th, my birthday was on the 5th. It sucks that we had to be in quartine. I think we would have been in San Fransico, eating sourdough chili bowls and go to Top golf. But I am here home, with my healthy family. I am thankful that I am just able to say that. My cake was an Acai bowl, I love them. I chose to have cheeseburgers so we had a bbq. It was a good day we even stay up till 2 in the morning.

A case for war

I think the reason for this is because we can never agree with other countries and we always lean towards violence.  I think how we look does take a part of the damages because if we were saints and never caused any problems we would have never been dragged into wars. I think we go to violence because we know one will fall at the end no matter what.

Failing to plan is planning to fail

Once Faber and Montag start talking, Montag wants to make a plan against the fireman. He wants to plant books into the firemen's houses so that they can all get arrested. They are hoping afterward that since they all get in trouble that they will get rid of the law against books.

Sometimes you need a professor

I think Montag wanted to get in touch because he was curious about reading the book and didn't understand why. He knew about Faber and how he read the books so he had no one else to turn too. He wants someone to listen to him because no one will including his wife. So he goes to Faber so he can talk.

Is it just about the job

I think what Montagdfoes for his job is interesting. To think that they have come to the point where they burn books instead of putting out fires. I think I would feel bad but that is because I was born and raised in a different world so it is hard to compare. Working for me I work for the paycheck but then I started to go in to see my coworkers, mall employees, and even costumers.

This cat is curious

Curiosity to me is not based on nothing really. Like sometimes I will want to learn or chase after something totally new. Though there are times it is provoked by the similar interests of mine or others. I think the cat was so curious because it doesn't have the same knowledge and thoughts as us. SO everything interest is and too much is dangerous. Being that the cat doesn't understand it makes it more inevitable to death.

My inner happy

Well, for me I get happy when I do things like cooking, writing or spending time with the important people in my life. I think just being surround by my hobbies or interest keeps me in a good mood and makes me happy. I agree with Bradbury, sports, and food also bring happiness. People can connect with others through those two things. With the quarantine going on, I think it makes us appreciate what we have more now than ever. We are also picking up new hobbies and interests, which is nice that we can still have something to do.

An Anti-intellectualism in America

Well, slowing down thinking can make a person sad but they are realizing things about their life they did notice before. By thinking you learn plenty of things and feel many emotions, not just sadness. I think many people don't think intelligence is a superpower because they think you have to be a genius, or you have to get all A's. People just don't think they are smart enough and they see others as if they got the superpowers. Well, our school does accomplish the 3.8 or higher GPA students but you don't often hear about it because more are about sports or popular things. I think smart people are always judged or bugged because many don't understand them. They are so much smarter and those people don't know how to comprehend it.

I think we slowly are becoming what Bradbury predicted among other things.

United we stand

Well, I think both Independent and interdependent are both important. You should always be independent and know what your self-worth is. Though, you should always know when you can depend on another. There is no shame on that if anything it is good to realize you need help and have that relationship built with a person already.

Books & New Tech

Well, it seems that everyone is more focused now on technology more than books. For instance, when you look around on typically day you see more people on their phones or using some sort of device compared to having a book.

 I can understand why people like to be on their phones with such advance technology but books are the same in a way. You can travel anywhere you like or be anyone you want with all these writings. There is always a perfect book for you somewhere you just got to look.

Is it me?

Well, I think we become who we are by what we are surrounded by. Then from there, we branch out. So example, my family has always loved music ranging from the 60s-90s hip-hop to R&B, and it grew on me. Then as I got into junior high, the people around me listened to different music like the alternative or hip hop. I started to listen to their music and found my artist. Now in high school, new people carry around there music in there heads and share it with me.

Back to what I was saying, I feel like depending on your surroundings it can either shape you or help you figure out what you want. That includes hairstyles, clothing, and even the way you talk.

Why I work

I feel like when Bradbury uses indirect writing about how Montag crying because it gives us more of a feel about what is going on. Trying to get us to actually get a feel of what it is like to be there or to see through Mildred's eyes. 

Well, when I work for something, ranging from a relationship to a project it is because I know that good will come from it. I want the best of a relationship I can get cause then I know I will be happy. Or with a project, I know that if I give it my all I will get a good grade, which gives me more opportunities in the future. So, I work hard for the things that I know will give me benefits and I walk away from the things that I know won't do me any good.

What are we learning now

With reading Fahrenheit 451, I noticed that the author is constantly comparing the present in the book and what will become in the future. He compares ear buds or TVs that go across the wall. Now Clarisse mentions school on screens for hours long, well what is happening right now? The virus has us in quarantine, we are now online learning. It is weird how we read this book and the author writes about all these things we have now.

451 questions, 20 answers

1. I think the author chose to title the first chapter "The Hearth of the Salamander," because he is implying that guy is underneath putting out and starting fires. A hearth is a floor of the fireplace so in a way Guy is the base of the fire.

2. The lines "It was a pleasure to burn. It was a special pleasure to see things eaten, to see things blackened and changed," make me as a reader assume that Guy likes to see destruction. Even a small amount like so burning looks. He likes seeing things to be eaten and come to an end.

3. I think the author choosing to describe the hose as a great python is negative. A snake strikes and shoots it venomous spray when it wants to kill or feel threatened. So in this case, the hose is spraying like the python, and we learn that they start fires. That means the hose is violently spraying towards the fire as if it has to kill the books.

4. The number 451 on the helmets of the firefighter is the temperature that books will burn.

5. Clarisse is introduced as a "17-year-old and insane." The author also writes that she has milky skin and wears white but her eyes are dark. She seems so curious about the world around her and makes Guy question his life.

6. Unsure if this question means the literal definition or what the author is hinting at. Guy's name stands for leader or guide, maybe he will symbol a leader figure whether that is with burning the book or maybe when he sees his life different and tries making others do the same. As for Clarisse, her name means clear in Latin. Based on what we know so far, she seems to have this clear view on life and what is around her, compared to Guy who thinks he is happy until she points it out.

7. Clarisse starts asking Guy simple questions like how long have you been a fireman and do you burn the books that you read? He answers them at first finely but the more she asks the more uncomfortable he seems and asks if she has any respect. But they have Guy thinking but it is like he is following a script and suddenly forgot his lines. Looking at everything differently, improving.

8. We learned a few things that are different in their society compared to ours:
- firefighter start fires
- they aren't allowed to drive slow on freeways or they can be arrested
- they stretch out advertising billboards so you can see them while you drive.

9. Guy compared Clarisse to two things, clock dial and a watcher. He explains that she glows and tells of something important. Then for the watcher, he is implying that she pays attention to detail, an observer.

10. As Guy got home, he realizes that he isn't happy. He thinks that she took off a mask and ran away with him. He goes over the question if he is happy, then goes into his depressing house, making him think more if he actually is or if it was all a lie to make himself think he is happy.

11. Seashells are now of days earbuds, Mildred uses them to sleep or just around the house. Maybe as an escape from the real world.

12. The difference between Clarisse and Guy's wife is that she is very smart and bright compared to the wife who seems unhappy and hiding it behind a smile.

13. The machines used to clean Mildred up were described as a snake as it went down her throat and started cleaning her out. She also was pumped up with fresh blood, getting rid of the bad. The symbolism is describing the machines like they are snake slithering down her throat into her stomach.

14. Guy says that "nobody knows anyone," because he is saying with all those people in the world no one really knows each other. No friends, just people going on with there day and not associating with others.

15. Guy finds himself drawn to Clarisse's window because he sees how bright and full of laughter it is. Compared to his home where it is pitch black and just had his wife OD. I think this is like saying there is a lot of people in the world that are the sad depressing house and there are others that are the happy house. With the houses being there lives.

16. Guy lays there in his bed and lets his mind go unleashed. In doing so his thoughts are everywhere making him feel like he knows nothing because he has so much on his mind and he can't figure out anything.

17. When Mildred wakes up from her sleep she starts her day and minds her business as if nothing happened. I think she is characterized this way because he is wanting to show that in Guy's house it is sad and Mildred seems to have a fake smile on. After her conversation with Guy, it feels like she is just trying to ignore the embarrassing moments from yesterday and act like it never happened.

18. Clarisse goes to the psychiatrist because she likes to hike or drink the rain. She is sent there mainly because she is strange compared to their society.

19. The hound is a mechanical dog. Its functions are to kill, it will go after it's prey after it gets the scent and stabs them with its paws, filling them with toxins. Guy is bothered by the hound because it growls are him and he believes it doesn't like him.

20. The women decide to burn with the books to show that burning the books is a bad practice and she will go down in flames with it.

The right to read

Dear President: 

Why can't I read? These words on paper like what I am doing right now make me feel a certain way. They make me learn or help me express my feelings. Words are so powerful and to be put in a book is amazing. Why take that way? It is someone's happiness or escapes and you talk that away as if you are the monster under the bed. Books are meant to be read that is why they are written. Someone wanted to share their imagination or their thoughts. Like I am doing right now, it is my right and I ain't going to stop.

Vivecca B.

F451 & Me

In the book Fahrenheit 451 the author makes well connections to modern-day life.

1. He talks about seashells, and now we call them earbuds. He predicted that we would have something to listen too, to fade away from the world. 

2. Depressing houses to laughing and bright houses. I think he is comparing the two showing that there are both types of people out there in the world, and there are now these days as well.

3. He mentions a screen that goes across our walls. A TV in our terms now. 

It is crazy how as we read we realize that he is predicting what our future will be like.

F451 Summary Part 1

In Zoom we started to read this book called Fahrenheit 451 and this is a little summary of what we have learned so far:

In their society, firemen's job is to start a fire and not put them out. They burn books and the books burn at 451 degrees F, hence the title. We meet one of the firefighters named Guy Montage and he is one of the firefighters. On his way to work one day, he meets this young lady.

This young lady is, Clarisse McClellan, as they go on there walk we learn that she is 17 and she is very smart. She has Guy questioning his life and thinking about whether or not if he is happy. Guy goes home to this thought and is greeted to a pitch-black room and to his wife that just OD.

Guy gets her help and the next morning she acts like it has never happened. He then leaves and has another walk with Clarisse and gets to work. We learn a little about the atmosphere of the firehouse.

That is what we have got so far.

AP practice essay

As I sit at my desk in the small confines of my shared bedroom, I think what place do I know well? With my music playing distantly, I start reminiscing of the days where I was able to work. Day and night, I memorized it. Stores, mall employees, the theater and how they handle all the mass of people in line for their freshly popped popcorn or syrupy drinks to be served. I mindfully wander through the crowds of the mall, sometimes observing people and sometimes just enlightening myself with my own thoughts.

I know the mall well when it isn't opened and the maintenance is out cleaning up the spilled food or wiping off the graffiti from the walls. I passed all the clothes stores and watch as they fix up the mannequins, hoping that people notice and get them to come to their store.

In the center of the mall, the sunbeams stream from the glass and filter through to reach the surface of my skin as I stand at the 4 way stop. Food court, straight ahead, so I continue on passing jewelers and the smell of a million scents from the Bath and Bodyworks, the ones that tickle my nose like pineapples and flowers. 

I make it to my store, the one that opens 2 hours earlier than the rest. The smell of bread baking and the faint sound of the music being played. I walk up to the glass protecting the meats and vegetables that are waiting to be made into people’s perfect masterpieces. I passed the bright neon “S” that can be spotted from a mile away. Savory, sweet and salty, or tell me what can it mean: sad, savage, scared. I shake off my thoughts and put on my uniform. Then start cutting cucumbers, bell peppers, and strong potent onions. 

I pause once a tear rolls down my face. I turn to grab a tissue and restart the process over. Wash hands, gloves on, cut, put away the prep. I stop once I hear the ringing sound of a bell. A customer, as I walk over with a smile and follow my given script. I study who decided to stop by. Is it the person who wants double tuna and comes every Sunday or is it the girl who stands there on the phone ignoring the one making her meal, the one that smiles even though she is being ignored. 

Tick, tock. That's what goes through my mind as seconds pass before my shift ends. Ding, I take off my hat and apron and sit there. Stretching out my legs and arms from my exhausting day. I begin leaving and stand in the food court. Everyone smiling or stuffing their faces as if their food is going to go somewhere. Kids screaming and running around as their parents do nothing like they're not disturbing others peace. I start leaving the overpowering smell of Italian, American, Mexican, and Chinese food being clashed together into one. 

Back to the way, I came from, but this time I'm stopping and turning, avoiding faces that I haven't fried into my brain. I continue to get out of there as if it is a race to the end of a finish line. The end is so close but why does it feel as I step closer to the end, it gets further. 

Home finally, as I step into the shower and think about my day. I start scrubbing my body with foamy soap and come to a stop, a burn mark from a pan that gave a hot kiss upon my arm. I rubbed it and smiled, a memory from a place that feels like a second home.

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With our 8 options in class, I think the overall message is the lengths Gatsby will go for love.

In the book Gatsby was throwing parties, we found he did that because Daisy (the woman he is in love with) lives across the bay and wants to get her attention.

He is willing to take the fall for Daisy when she hit and killed Mrytle with his car. He didn't care if they found out because he was going to tell them he was the one driving. 

He even got Daisy to confess his love for her in front of Tom her husband.